Archive for April, 2010

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Apr

Ever just been confused about everything? That’s me right now. I just feel so confused. I mean, I know what I want but I also have that bit of confusion going on. And it’s about everything. Not just one thing or everything related to one thing. It just seems to be connected to everything.

School confuses me. I thought I was going to be good and go to my dad’s school. It would cost me alot less and I can study something that I want to study. Now I’m not sure I want to study that. I feel so weird about going to an offline school. I haven’t been to actual classes in forever. It’s also kind of far from the house so I don’t know how I feel about that. I have to get all my transcripts and I don’t even know if I can get all of that.

Work sucks. I don’t have a “real” job so that makes thngs difficult. I work online but I don’t think that’s doing me good right now. I might have to work elsewhere but then I don’t know about school. Then I will have to transfer and I don’t know if I can do that.

I’m supposed to be finding my own place but I need it in a centralized location. I don’t even know where that is though. So I’m so confused about that. Any ideas?