Let me just say.. Good byes suck. I hate good byes. They aren’t really good byes. More like see you laters but they still suck. They still hurt. I just didn’t know what to do with myself. I hated saying good bye to Memphis. He just quite understand everything yet and that breaks my heart. He keeps saying that he’ll see me later. But he doesn’t quite get how far later is.
I miss my family. I really do. I went from seeing them everyday to just talking to them on the phone and that’s not den every day which is going to need to be. I miss watching tv and playing video games and all of that fun stuff. Just going shopping and hanging out.
I mean, don’t get me wrong.. I love where I’m at. I love A. It’s just hard. I’m glad I’m where I’m at but it doesn’t make it any easier to be away. I hope this makes sense.
I’m just sitting on the plane right now. Mixed emotions. Excited and anxious to see A but sad I’m leaving my family. I also can’t wait to get off the plane. I’m not that big of a fan of flying.
So I’m going back to visit in June. I can’t believe my brother is graduating high school. That’s so insane to me! I have no idea what all we are going to be doing but it’ll be fun.